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My hearts starts breaking
When I think of making up plans to let you go.
I keep thinking, maybe tomorrow
I´m gonna let you know...

But when I think about leaving,
I think about losing
the only love I ever knew
Everytime I think of you.

My heart starts breaking,
my hands keep shaking
and you know, you know, you know,
it would take a strong, strong man,
to ever let you go.

My heart´s been hurting
When I see you flirting
Everynight out on the floor,
I keep thinking, maybe tomorrow
You´ll grow to love me more.
But whenever we´re together
I could leave you never
Even though you treat me cruel.
Everytime a look at you.

My heart starts breaking
my hands keep shaking
and you know, you know, you know
it would take a strong, strong man,
to ever let you go.

I´ve tried to resist you,
When you´re gone,
All I ever do is miss you,
Anyone in love would know,
Anyone with half a heart could never let you go.

But when I think about leaving
I think about losing
The only girl I ever loved...
Can´t you tell me why do you hurt me?
I guess some people never see
specially a fool like me.

(My heart starts aching, my hands keep shaking,
and you know, you know, you know)
It would take a strong, strong man
to ever let you go
(To ever let you go)
To ever let you go.
(To ever let you go).
I´ll never let you go...
 

 You hug him goodbye like it’s nothing, while all you want to do is hold on forever, but you let go, smile and walk away. Then cry all the way home because you know it will never be the same because try as you might, you can’t make someone love you. Sometimes, you have to let them be free and letting go, that is when love hurts the most of all.

Monday night @ stacey's house. :) 







hehehe. me & stace went t xiehui's house t play poker yesterday. His friends took so long t come stace fell asleep. & then when they came we played till 230 then break t watch holland vs uruguay! & then after half time we cont playing and i won 27 buxxx! :) and then i went t school and when i came back i slept all the way from 2 to 11. these kinda hours are freaking crazzzzy. today again. went t watch germany vs spain at kenny's house. hahahahhaa. spain won spain won spain won. oh and i won 10 bux in poker again. 

spain vs holland this sunday,
are you ready!

Hello there :) 

i really wonder why i love t look down high heights. its just like, wow. cus i was lookn down like, 16 floors, and i wondered about death. when i am t die, i would like a beautiful death. & jumping down, wouldn't that be beautiful. Slitting wrists or whatever, can't beat flying right? i mean its downward but in a way, i would be flying, & then i would crash. And it would all be over. But really, i'm not depressed and i don't want t die but death is very fascinating. the passing on into eternity, it's a thought t ponder over. 

dan's bday!






i don't knw who took the picture, probably stace. 
DRL! amor vincit omnia: love conquers all.


i want t be a writer... story telling :)

There's a very annoying feeling in my gut, tellling me something is wrong, that i'm going off track. Not just going off track, but getting lost in this damn forest. I wonder when it started, i wonder when i'll be able t find my way back t the straight and narrow. There are no definite rules that govern a life, but there are guidelines, some of which i have ignored & i know, i know in my heart that i cannot go any further and that if i ignore the warning signs, maybe i'll finally cross a boundary i never intended t even walk near... So how do i find my way back again? the rain is starting t pour, the road is getting muddier & muddier and the dirt is clinging t my feet. 

So angsty right now, so many things are wrong wrong wrong & i need t stop inviting shit t come t my door.

Every time I'm ready to leave
Always seem to be
Pullin' in the wrong direction
Divin' in with no protection
Man, you can't keep steerin' me wrong

Oh gravity
Pullin' me back
Pullin' me in
Why you pullin' me back
Pullin' me in
Just like gravity
Gravity (x5)

I know I betrayed but I'm made to
Ignore the universe when I see you
Cause every night the stars will shine
Verging into U-turns times

Anythin' that they can just to change my mind
When I pass your road I can't help rewind
What is wrong with me?
All that I wanna be is
Through with you

I never knew pixie lott & SNSD were so pretty. SNSD's video... is nice. "you better run, run, run, run, run."
And gawd i'm so dead for tests... why is there even a preaching test?! oh i know, its because i'm in bible school. woopee.

 

















 

so, my facebook account and jellyshots email account got hacked. i'm quite pissed about it. poor me, poor sophia. ahaha but whatever i'll just creat a new fb account. but the thing that is really troublesome is not having my email account! everything gets sent t that email and now i can't access it at all! horrible. :( oh yah, if you read my blog and like, are my friend on fb, and is a girl, then if i talk t you on facebook and ask you t vote for something, don't do it!! it's a trap. omg, i really wonder what on earth the hacker is thinking. 

And stacey jerry and joe stayed over at my place yesterday. haahhaa. the moment joe arrived he bathe and then wanna sleep already. jerry was the opp; totally don't wanna sleep at all! stacey was the best of us all if you ask me. when we wanna sleep she quietly sleep, when jerry noisy noisy wanna play, she play. i lie on my bed and watch. bummer, i can't create a new hotmail account; hotmail is having some issues. lucky i didn't use jellyshots for chatting and stuff hehe it goes t show that all the ridicule i get for oink_vicki_oink was more than justified; if i actually switched over t jellyshots, i'd be in big shit now. oh, such a relief.